Had a really bad day at school. To the extent that I nearly broke down.
Why do people only see the things that you didn't do but not those that you have done?
When I keep quiet, it doesn't mean I have nothing to say.
When I smile and laugh, it doesn't mean that I am happy.
Stop pushing me. Stop testing my patience. Stop taking me for granted. I'm already standing at the edge.
My mind is filled with too many things. My heart feels so heavy. I'm feeling unmotivated. I feel so tired that I wish I could just sleep the day away.
They don't understand me. You don't understand me. No one understands.
I hope all the grey times have worn off by now.. Yu Guo Tian Qing! when i feel all lost and unmotivated I always tell myself this, "if it's going to be, it's up to me!".
ReplyDeleteunfortunately, it only gets gloomier here with exams approaching. catch up with you after exams. promise xx. and can't wait to celebrate yy's bday. let's give her a surprise!
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