Let me be the one to love you more

To Love You More - Celine Dion
Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

Another breathtaking performance by Celine Dion. This is not the full song and the original violinist is Taro Hakase, but I chose this video over many others because of the amazing stage effects. Coupled with her powerful and dynamical voice, this performance is flawless. I would love to watch her live.

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So, we've stepped into yet another new semester. Have I mentioned that I have a bad feeling about this semester? I hope it's just my being paranoid.

My sleeping cycle is still in a mess. I still don't have the momentum to start studying again. I feel so horrible because I can't do my tutorials and assignments. I'm such a lousy student.

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And just a few days ago, I received my loan statement from the bank. I'm currently in a debt of close to $7K.

They always say that money can't buy happiness. Is this still true in the world today?

I only know that if my family is more financially stable, we will be happier. I grew up watching my parents worry over how to settle every month's bills and daily expenses. I remember how I used to cry myself to sleep when I was young because I was so afraid that our family will be homeless the next day. This helpless and hopeless feeling still haunts me today.

It doesn't help that I'm not doing well in school. Because that would mean difficulties in finding a job when I graduate. I really want to give my parents a good life and repay them for all the sacrifices they've made for us, but can I do that?

Who will understand?